hey please don't deny it, i'm terrible
you're a great friend, elena. you really are. but you can't... always defend me. i don't mean it in a bad way, but sometimes you have to be entitled to your opinion, you know? im not saying that you're terrible or that im commanding you to hate me, but there's a line, and i've crossed that line. suicide isn't okay. suicide is never a joke and i hate to go through suffering every day
do this for me. dissipate every thing you made for me, the squad, everything. don't deny the fact that i sounded fucking horrible in that journal.
i guess i wanted to start off light-hearted for a fresh start, but i guess im too soft and im terrible
everyone believes i am a terrible person, except from you, and i appreciate that fact - i truly do. but some lines aren't meant to be crossed and when they are crossed, the fault becomes unforgivable. and ive done something unforgiveable
please do understand, and you're a great friend